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Monday, March 27, 2017
i'm back

it's the first time after almost 7 years where i visited my blog. it even got deactivated due to inactivity. people are busy with fb and forgot how writers do stories. now their story is about everything about lives. ive had tumblr few years ago where i write my feeling but i deleted it since ive had few sensitive stories which i no longer want to remember. but here i am again going back to my old hobby... that is writing.

ive read what i wrote before and their were some grammatical errors. all writing without editing :D

here i am 7 years ago, married to ivan. he is the man i mentioned about from my first blog entry. yeah its a dream come true, i cant even recall those times. what i remembered is that i have prayed a lot for him to be mine. we have been together for 10 years now that is married for 6 years. we got married after 3 years of living together. we are trying to have kids but still nothing. i think its me. my body is not capable of bearing a child because of some health problems and obesity. for now we settle for these 2 cuties.. cloud and sky.. they bring lots of joy to our lives.. as my hubby said "they bring happiness you couldnt imagine". though they are dogs but to us they are a gift from god. to keep us company while he is preparing for our own.

typed from mobile, please consider with the capitalization.

Posted at 04:20 pm by cutematet

Wednesday, March 24, 2010
i remember you

i remember those times that we were together
those laughters and tears that we've been through
i remember you holding me
how i wish we never end that way
how i wish you really loved me
now you seems so distant

though im with some else now
you will still be here in my heart
hidden but not forgotten

i wish you feel the same way too
now that we are apart hope that you will be fine
i am still thinking and loving you
you are my first love

i can't help but cry
i remember those feelings i had for you
if for you it was only a game
but for me you were my first love
you were the one

now that i am with someone
hope that those feelings for you will go
i can't be like this forever
i need to forget you
i tried but then you still showed up

Posted at 12:57 pm by cutematet

Anne Curtis talks about wardrobe malfunction

Excerpt from abs-cbnNEWS.com | 03/24/2010 6:40 PM

Below is a transcript of Anne Curtis's interview with ABS-CBN reporter Gretchen Fulido, March 24, 2010.

Q: Maybe you can publicly address the issue about your wardrobe malfunction, which is now everywhere.

Anne: As you just said, it was a wardrobe malfunction. It's something na hindi ko naman talaga sinasadyang mangyari. That's why I really feel upset na it's coming out. I mean I understand there are a lot of people who have cellphones or whatever, but I just feel na sana they had a little respect man lang to either delete it or to not even upload it.

It was really just an accident that happened during a dance number where I was giving my best because it was for ASAP and you know it was for everyone. It was a production number for "Babe, I Love you." So, it really was an accident that happened. So it's a bit upsetting na it has to come to this pa.

Q: What can you say about people who are spreading this and even put this on the cover of the tabloid and not even blurring the sensitive parts that were shown?

A: More than anything it makes me really sad. I feel really disrespected na parang alam ko naman na hindi talaga maiiwasan... but to upload it or to even spread it, even more that's what makes me sad. You know, nakaka-dishearten na may mga taong ganoon. I'm not doing anything bad to them, so bakit kailangan nilang gawin sa akin 'yong ganun?

Q: I saw you backstage. You were crying and Sam (Milby) was hugging you and he was there to rescue you at that time. Sam, did you see it right away what happened?

Sam: Yeah, it was right after we did a lift and when I let her down I noticed that's why I pulled her straight to me. I wanted to make that sure she's covered. Like she said, these things do happen. Sana i-respeto ng mga taong nakakuha ng pictures mas lalo [sa tabloid], I find it really disrespectful.

Q: Other people are using you're just using this as a publicity stunt. What can you say about that?

Sam: Really? Who would want to expose themselves for a publicity stunt? I mean, Anne has never exposed herself in any way.

Q: Are you planning to take legal action?

A: I don't know. That's up to my management. That's up to Viva and of course ABS-CBN if they'll do anything about it. Right now, more than anything I'm just more upset and hurt because I would never do anything like that. For me, I was just doing my job. I was giving my best in the dance number and it was just an accident that happened.

Nakakalungkot lang na people would think that way. I'm just happy that I think more than those people there are a lot of other people, my fans who continue to support me on Twitter, and they got my back. Some have even refused to even view the other blogs or sites that uploaded the picture. Nakakalungkot lang that they were not even thinking of how it might affect me.

Q: For other women who have experienced the same or might experience this, what message can you give them?

A: As you said, for the women who've experienced this, I'm not the first. Now I know how they feel and nakakalungkot talaga. Nakaka-dishearten. But more than anything, I have to move on. I mean it happened. There's nothing I can do. Nangyari na. I'd rather not just stay around and cry over spilled milk, about it. Nangyari na. Tapos na, I'm moving on na. So, sana others will do the same.

Q: Sam, would you like to say anything?

Sam: Para sa mga tao na may pictures din. Sana you guys will have respect na kung 'yon ang nanay mo, 'yon ang little sister mo or family members, siyempre you wouldn't want that to come out. Sana if you do have a picture, you won't release that.

Posted at 09:42 am by cutematet

Monday, January 11, 2010
Avatar 2009

Avatar is a 2009 American science fiction epic film written and directed by James Cameron and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldana, Sigourney Weaver, Michelle Rodriguez and Stephen Lang. The film is set in the year 2154 on Pandora, a moon in the Alpha Centauri star system.[5] Humans are engaged in mining Pandora's reserves of a precious mineral, while the Na'vi—a race of indigenous humanoids—resist the colonists' expansion, which threatens the continued existence of the Na'vi and the Pandoran ecosystem. The film's title refers to the genetically engineered bodies used by the film's characters to interact with the Na'vi.[6] Avatar had been in development since 1994 by Cameron, who wrote an 80-page scriptment for the film.[7] Filming was supposed to take place after the completion of Titanic, and the film would have been released in 1999, but according to Cameron, "technology needed to catch up" with his vision of the film.[8][9] In early 2006, Cameron developed the script, as well as the the language[10] and culture of the Na'vi. He mentioned that sequels are possible if Avatar is successful[11] and in response to the film's success Cameron confirmed that there will be another.[12] The film was released in traditional 2-D, as well as 3-D and IMAX 3D formats. Avatar is officially budgeted at $237 million;[2] other estimates put the cost at $280–310 million to produce and $150 million for marketing.[13][14][15] The film is being touted as a breakthrough in terms of filmmaking technology, for its development of 3D viewing and stereoscopic filmmaking with cameras that were specially designed for the film's production.[16] Opening to critical acclaim and commercial success, it grossed $27 million on its opening day[17] and $77 million in the United States and Canada on its opening weekend.[18] Worldwide, Avatar grossed $232 million on its opening weekend,[19] the ninth-largest opening-weekend gross of all time, and the largest for a n
on-franchise, non-sequel and original film. After 19 days in worldwide release, it became the fastest film to reach $1 billion in box office receipts[20] and the fifth to gross more than $1 billion worldwide. Within three weeks of its release, the film became the second highest-grossing film of all time worldwide.[21]

Posted at 04:09 pm by cutematet

Final Fantasy V111

Final Fantasy VIII​ (VIII, Fainaru Fantajî Eito?) is a console role-playing game released for the PlayStation in 1999 and for Windows-based personal computers in 2000. It was developed and published by Square (now Square Enix) as the Final Fantasy series' eighth title, doing away with magic point-based spell-casting and the first title to consistently use realistically proportioned characters. The game's story focuses on a group of young mercenaries who are drawn into an international conflict, and seek to protect the world from a sorceress manipulating the war for her own purposes. The main protagonist is Squall Leonhart, a 17-year-old loner and student at the military academy Balamb Garden, who is training to become a "SeeD", a mercenary paid by the academy. The development of Final Fantasy VIII began in 1997, during the English localization process of Final Fantasy VII. The music was scored by Nobuo Uematsu, series regular, and in a series first, the theme music is a vocal piece, "Eyes on Me", performed by Faye Wong. The game was positively received by critics and was a commercial success. It was voted the twenty-second best game of all time by readers of the Japanese magazine Famitsu. Thirteen weeks after its release, Final Fantasy VIII had earned more than US$50 million in sales, making it the fastest-selling Final Fantasy title of all time. The game has shipped 8.15 million copies worldwide as of March 31, 2003.[1] The game was later made available on PlayStation Network in Japan as a PSone Classics title September 24, 2009. It was also made available for the PlayStation Network in the US on December 17, 2009.

Posted at 03:39 pm by cutematet

Sunday, September 20, 2009

discombobulated Share Wednesday, August 5, 2009 at 3:07am | Edit Note | Delete lately ive been thinking..... what will be my future with you...... what will happen to me, marrying at a young age..... is it all worth it?????? will it be the same as it use to be????? or it will be the biggest mistake ive made?????? give me a reason to hold on...... show me the way....... its been a week ive dreamed of that everybody is not favor of our relationship.... but will I still continue being like this????? i don't know what to do....... am i ready to give up a single life????? Lord, help me decide....... show me the way....... My morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes And here I am alone starting to realize That my days would be brighter If I could learn to hide The feelings that I have for you Keep hurting me inside Then my day begins with simple thoughts of you Hoping that tomorrow will be me and you Sharing dreams with each other And making them come true Holding one another Saying "all I need is you" But will you say that you love me And show me that you care Say when I need you You will always be there But if you go and leave me This I swear is true My love will always be with you Now my nights would end with just one wish, that�s you To hold me in the dark and help me make it through �cause the pain that�s inside me Would simply melt away If I had you here with me And promise me you�d stay But will you say that you love me And show me that you care Say when I need you You will always be there But if you go and leave me This I swear is true My love will always be with you But will you say that you love me And show me that you care Say when I need you You will always be there But if you go and leave me This I swear is true My love will always My love will always be with you

Posted at 07:29 pm by cutematet

A Good Woman

Nineteen-year-old Annabelle Worthington was born into a life of privilege, but everything changed on an April day in 1912, when the sinking of the Titanic shattered her family and her world forever. Finding strength within her grief, Annabelle pours herself into volunteer work, igniting a passion for medicine that would shape the course of her life. But for Annabelle, first love, and a seemingly idyllic marriage, will soon bring grief caused by the secrets of her husband. Betrayed, and pursued by undeserved scandal, Annabelle flees New York for war-ravaged France, hoping to lose herself in a life of service. There, in the heart of the First World War, in a groundbreaking field hospital run by women, Annabelle finds her true calling, studying medicine and saving lives. When the war ends, Annabelle begins a new life in Paris—now a doctor, a mother, her past almost forgotten…until a fateful meeting opens her heart to the world she had left behind. Filled with breathtaking images and historical detail, Danielle Steel’s new novel introduces one of her most unique and fascinating characters: Annabelle Worthington, a remarkable woman—a good woman—who triumphs against overwhelming odds. More than compelling fiction, her story is a powerful celebration of life, dignity, and courage—and a testament to the human will to survive. “Once again, the legendary Steel has combined has combined triumph and tragedy to create the story of a woman who, though tossed by the whims of fate, still manages to survive on her own terms.”—Booklist “Annabelle is one of the better protagonists…. Steel’s fans will eat this up.”—Publishers Weekly

Posted at 07:25 pm by cutematet

Monday, January 28, 2008

Living my life in GXS is fulfilling. I even remember my foundations training with Emman and my product training with Christine. They were the people who helped and nourished me know more of the things ive learned about GXS. I cant forget my first mock call in GXS, I ws nervous at that moment knowing that I didnt failed on that 1st mock call saved my day. I also remember the ti,e that Christine told us to write an essay about how we see ourselves 2-5 years while we are in our PT. Then it was with GXS that I got regularized in ePDLT VENTUS. Two years of knowing and being with GXS had made me a foundation trainer. Where I can empart to the newbies all the things that I've learned about this account. But before that I was dect in some splits for connectivity where in I handle the Desktop EDI concerns and then added another split for DATA SYNCHRONIZATION. Hahahahah.... Quite hard but I made it until I was promoted as a Q.A. Specialist.

Posted at 05:06 pm by cutematet

Monday, July 16, 2007

its not good to love a person deeply
you must have to leave something to yourself,
but how are you going to leave something to yourself?
what things are those whom you can leave yourself?

i had been too many broken relationships
but why im still crying everytime this happens?
i wanted to be numb for me no to feel like this
still i kept on holding on to someone
whom dnt even worth the risk ive done

maybe all i can do now is to write it in a letter
whom i can ease the pain im feeling inside.
its not always my fault, you know that the things that im asking you has a basis. i will not act like this if you were good to me, if you are not doing something which i will suspect that you are doing something which will cause this relationship will end, if we had that. at first it was you who tought that i am your girlfriend. it was you who first suspect me.
ive been contented of what you have shown me, what more i should ask for to you? because as what you've said it was me who asked you to have this relationship. you always said that it was me who said to try if this relationship will work out. but in the end it was me who looses, ive give up ode just for you. and now im hurting because he cant accept me longer because i have made him cry before.

letting you go is the always thing i did
but i think this time this is for good
because it was you who gave up.
we never have relationship.
we only have that everytime were in ________.
thats the only thing we had.
you never loved me.
you will never find another woman like me
no one will do it just like i did.

Posted at 09:31 am by cutematet

a heart that never get tired

when will be this heart stop loving you? this always bleed but it tend to love you deeper everytime it remembers you. this heart is already scarred by you. it longs for your love ______,  i would rather kill an than to see you together. i had under gone a very long way just to let go of you right now. i would rather be dead than to loose you now, if i hav a chance to give birth to a child just to make you mine i would do it. ive choosen you because i know in my heart that im happy when im with you. i hope and i pray that you and me will be together for the rest of our lives.

Posted at 09:29 am by cutematet

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